2003-10-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

Ah dumb. It started raining during work today. So they called it off. Yesterday I ate something off the taco truck, and I say something because I wasn't sure what it was. Anyway it got me sick to my stomach. So here I sit unshaven in a Internet Cafe, got mud caked on my boots, and my clothes are soaking wet. lol I'm a sight to be seen. Ah well, it's raining, not like there is no reason for me to be wet. I don't have a new e-mail yet, and I'm using my old blogger account. I have amigos. lol I think I'll mosey on home and go to bed. I didn't get much sleep and that taco is still making me a bit sick.
Chin up.

2003-09-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

Yeah, so here I am, perhaps I'll keep posting I might not. depends on weather I can afford the time to find a place that has a computer with net connections.

So yeah. I'm in CA right now working on my way down from being up north for a little while. I've been working as a laborer with a bunch of mexicans. I can cuss in spanish now, and I can make out a few phrases. I still have my bike, and it is still running really good. it saves me on Gas because I only have a few gallon tank that gets me nearly 400 miles.

I've saved up money. So yeah. live in a dump, well it was better then staying at a shealter which I had been doing, before I got the money to save up to get my own place. I think I've been through the worst of it. My....bad habit has calmed down a lot. But I still do it for escape from my place in life. I already have a phyical pain from working 12 hours days for 8 bucks an hour. So that too is hard on me. I keep getting terrible headaches (withdrawls). It's just not easy. I've made from friends...some good, some...not so good.

I'm starting to rethink my lifestyle. Maybe Gavin was right. But I just can't see it that way.

Blue Angel